Stop Smiling

I am not a very judgmental person. However, I judge happy people very harshly. To be honest, I find them quite irritating. I invalidate their happiness by assuming they’ve never known pain deep enough to burst their little bubble. I once told a high school classmate to stop smiling so much because life is actually pretty shitty. (What was wrong …

Flowing

My best and dearest friend loves to tell me that I flow through life with the grace and poise of an iceberg in the middle of the Alaskan sea. She likened me to a a person who stands in front of a window relentlessly demanding it become a door. In all her charming hilarity, she is 100% correct. This is …

Introduction

I’m choosing to start sharing my journey because I believe in exposing my own struggles I will inspire you to keep fighting through yours. To face one more day; to fight one more battle in hopes to one day win the war. Eighteen months ago my life was turned upside down. A war began for my soul and even my …